OK. I've just skimmed through all these. I used to write here - can't remember when, but a long time ago. I have taken most of the below from my own files.
No Lightoller did not panic.
This is going to be long, but I’ve done a bit of research and even if you don’t agree with Lightoller’s actions, at least trying to understand the reasoning behind them might help.
Anyone wanting to be an armchair critic of Lightoller really should first read his own book,
"Titanic and other ships" and then Patrick Stenson’s brilliant biography of Lightoller, “
Titanic Voyager”. He spent years researching it, which included checking facts in the Australian newspapers describing some of the events of his amazing life. This man was like a nautical Indiana Jones!
And as for him being a hero - well, I'm sure the 127 men whom he picked up from the beaches of Dunkirk (aged 66) and squeezed into his tiny motor yacht, Sundowner, dodging constant bombardment, would agree with that assessment.
Hindsight is a wonderful thing – if only we had it when we were in the middle of dealing with an emergency, perhaps we wouldn’t make any mistakes! Tragically, as with most man-made disasters, it’s never one mistake, but a whole load of them, plus a breakdown in communications and surely the Titanic was a prime case of this.
In his “Titanic and other ships”, Lightoller states that he was not aware of the extent of the damage or told that the ship would go down. He assumed that she had been dealt a glancing blow, which had opened up one or two of the compartments and the ship had been designed to withstand such an accident. He wrote:
“There had been no chance or time to make enquiries, but I figured up in my own mind that …….. she would go so far until she balanced her buoyancy, and there she would remain…”
He also indicated that he was not given any order to fill the lifeboats, but when he saw the Captain, cupped his hands and yelled into his ears (this was during the noise of the steam) “Hadn’t we better get the women and children into the lifeboats?” The main reason for doing this was that he could see a steamer that he thought was coming towards them and again, he wrongly assumed that they would be able to transfer all the passengers onto it.
“My idea was that I would lower the boats with a few people in each and when safely in the water fill them up from the gangway doors on the lower decks, and transfer them to the other ship.
…it is a risky business at the best of times to attempt to lower a boat between seventy and eighty feet at night time, filled with people who are not “boatwise.” It is, unfortunately, the rule rather than the exception for some mishap to occur when lowering boats loaded with people, who, through no fault of their own, lack this boat sense. in addition, the strain is almost too much to expect of boats and falls under ordinary conditions.
Wilde seemed unduly cautious about allowing the boats to be lowered. Lightoller, a veteran of a previous shipwreck, knew differently and sought the permission of the Captain to lower the boats.
Collapsible D was lifted, righted and hooked to the tackles where Boat 2 had been. The crew then formed a ring around the lifeboat and allowed only women to pass through. The boat could hold 47, but after 15 women had been loaded, no more women could be found. Lightoller now allowed to men to take the vacant seats. Then Colonel Gracie arrived with more female passengers and all the men immediately stepped out and made way for them. While loading this boat, Lightoller was ordered by First Officer Wilde to go with her. "Not damn likely" was Lightoller's reply and he stepped back on deck. While the collapsible was lowered to the ocean, two men were seen to jump into it from the rapidly flooding A deck.
Charles Herbert Lightoller : Titanic Second Officer
Also, in his book Lightoller says that he deliberately did not tell the passengers of the seriousness of the situation because he did not want panic to ensue, especially when people realised there were not enough lifeboats. Of course, this had the opposite effect, as so many women refused to get in.
Senator SMITH.
Who determined the number of people who should go into the lifeboats?
Mr. LIGHTOLLER.
I did.
Senator SMITH.
How did you reach a conclusion as to the number that should be permitted to go in?
Mr. LIGHTOLLER.
My own judgment about the strength of the tackle.
Senator SMITH.
How many did you put in each boat?
Mr. LIGHTOLLER.
In the first boat I put about 20 or 25. Twenty, sir.
Senator SMITH.
How did it happen you did not put more people into that boat?
Mr. LIGHTOLLER.
Because I did not consider it safe.
Senator SMITH.
In a great emergency like that, where there were limited facilities, could you not have afforded to try to put more people into that boat?
Mr. LIGHTOLLER.
I did not know it was urgent then. I had no idea it was urgent.
Senator SMITH.
Supposing you had known it was urgent, what would you have done?
Mr. LIGHTOLLER.
I would have acted to the best of my judgment then.
Senator SMITH.
Tell me what you would have thought wise.
Mr. LIGHTOLLER.
I would have taken more risks. I should not have considered it wise to put more in, but I might have taken risks.
Senator SMITH.
How many did the third boat contain?
Mr. LIGHTOLLER.
By the time I came to the third boat I was aware that it was getting serious, and then I started to take chances.\
Senator SMITH.
Women and children? Up to this time, so far as you recollect, no men had been permitted to get into these boats?
Mr. LIGHTOLLER.
None had attempted to do so; no, sir.
Senator SMITH.
How about the sixth boat?
Mr. LIGHTOLLER.
That is the collapsible, the surfboat?
Mr. LIGHTOLLER.
I filled it with about 15 or 20 eventually mustered up. It took longer to fill that boat than it did any other boat, notwithstanding that the others had more in them. On two occasions the men thought there were no more women and commenced to get in and then found one or two more and then got out again.
Electronic - Fully Searchable - transcripts of the complete U.S. Senate and British Board of Trade inquiries, and reports, into the sinking of the S.S. 'Titanic.'
www.titanicinquiry.org
So that's why i assert he did not panic.