Mr. Lightoller said in his book:
"In Washington it was of little consequence, but in London it was very necessary to keep one's hand on the whitewash brush. Sharp questions that needed careful answers if one was to avoid a pitfall, carefully and subtly dug, leading to a pinning down of blame onto someone's luckless shoulders.....A washing of dirty linen would help no one.......The Board of Trade had passed that ship as in all respects fit for sea in every sense of the word, with sufficient margin of safety for everyone on board. Now the Board of Trade was holding an enquiry into the loss of the ship, hence the whitewash brush. Personally I had no desire that blame should be attributed either to the Board of Trade or the White Star Line, though in all conscience it was a difficult task.......I think in the end the Board of Trade and the White Star Line won.....I know when it was all over I felt more like a legal doormat than a mail boat officer."
I believe that is a strong accusation by Lightoller that the company and the Board of Trade used him as a legal doormat and possibly the other surviving officers to officially deny the ship had broken in two.
In regards to the officers believing the ship would not sink:
Boxhall was told that the ship was sinking by the Captain who was himself told by Andrews. That would make his testimony third-hand and would rely on Boxhall having to remember what the Captain had told him in regards to what Andrews had told the Captain. We therefore can't give that conversation much credibility. Boxhall left the ship very close to the end. He was asked:
Q - Were you convinced, when you took to the boat in which you left, that the Titanic would go down?
A - I was quite undecided about it.
This was the general belief I think from the crew e.g.
Seaman T. Jones said:
"I thought they were only sending us away for an hour or so, until they got squared up again."
Q - Until they got what?
A - Until they got her pumped out.
Q - Can you tell me anything that indicated that the crew of the ship felt that the ship would not sink?
A - Yes, sir. The firemen brought up their bundles, not because they thought the boat was going to sink, but because they wanted to take them out of the water, as the water was coming in.
Q - They were confident that the ship would not go down?
A - Yes, sir; the last I saw of them they thought so. That it would not sink.
3rd officer Pitman said:
"I quite thought we would have to return to the ship again, perhaps at daylight. My idea was that if any wind sprang up we should drift away from the ship and have a job to get back again."
He shook hands with Murdoch's as he left the ship.
Q - When you shook hands with Murdoch and bade him goodbye, did you ever expect to see him again?
A - Certainly; I did.
Q - Do you think, from his manner, he ever expected to see you again?
A - Apparently not. I expected to get back to the ship again, perhaps two or three hours afterwards.
Lightoller said:
"I did not think it was a serious accident."
"I told them it was merely a precaution and that very likely they would all be taken on board again at daylight."
"No one believed the ship was actually in any danger. I'm afraid that my own confidence that she wouldn't or couldn't sink rather conveyed itself to others, for there were actually cases were woman absolutely refused to be put in a boat."
His belief was so strong that he ordered the forward gangway door to be opened and possibly did not believe the ship would sink low enough to allow water to enter the gangway door. His orders to partly fill the lifeboats could also suggest his belief that the ship was not really going to sink.
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